Confusion Abound

Being that I find myself floundering a bit lately, my teachers and I have sat down to discuss the semester and projects etc. I find it extremely difficult to not continue along on a more illustrative bend, given that that's where my interests lie... And now I need to write up my thesis proposal for next week... I'm not really sure what to do...

Granted I know I'm interested in the macabre and the nude form... But I don't know what I would want to do to make a project out of that, and almost anything I can think of is too illustrative for Mason Gross. Ahhhh. I wish I could do something with the makeup stuff I've been learning how to do in my Theater Makeup course. I'm LOVING it. I think this is the only class I'm seriously upset to see ending and the only class I'm upset to find out when it has been cancelled. Maybe there IS a way to incorporate it? I know there are artists who transform themselves and then take photographs of their work... Sadly I can't remember their names off the top of my head. Fail.